Baby ,
Sorry for keep using ur blog to post. Yea... Perhaps this is the last too ba (:

This is really the first time that ii cried so hard even through my smiles. Hahas.
Im on the verge of turning into an inhuman soon, ii suppose?


Was missing , waiting for ue..... Didnt really care about other stuff.
As every second passed without ue, my heartbeat's going downhill, it hurts, it really hurts...
Was worried for ue.


"Is baby alright? Did something happen? Had he eaten? Did he sleep well? What's he doing? Did his nightmare return? Am ii the cause of all his tiredness and moodiness? "
Haha . One negative point for being a thinking person , BUGGY.
Kinda spammed your phone, but yet not even a single response.
My heart almost came to a stop and yea didnt manage to sleep at all. Insomnia ba.
Why are ue such an addictive drug to me...... Hais .

After almost 15 hours , ue finally replied .
Should i be happy or sad ? Cause all you said was ue're down .
Ask ue yy, ue wunn tell....
Im seriously , seriously, seriously gonna breakdown soon lidat .

im doubting who exactly am ii to ue..
ii dunn even understand ue..
ii am not even reliable for ue..
ii cant even peii ue thru ur darkest hours..
ii cant even make ue happy..
ii am just another piece of junk which ue sympathise with ba :D

Hao le. End of all these craps.
takkares laogong.
hope that ue wunn be moody.
guess today's another flop up ba .
im just not worthy enough to be ur laopo...
cheer ups aiiqhts? even though the person may not be me.
2 more days , what story'll be written then......

But still...
Wherever ue go , whatever ue do
Whatever ue face or somehow it wrecks
I'll always be here for ue.
My love for ue can only grow stronger each day..

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